April 15, 2004
Huaylla-Jara, Bolivia

If there was ever a middle of nowhere -- that is, an official middle of nowhere -- a place where no one, absolutely no one, lives and few people ever visit-- maybe even with an official sign demarcating the spot-- i would willingly lay my chips down that it might be somewhere pretty close to here.

But regardless of whether the middle of nowhere be here, and notwithstanding a local population of effectively zero,  this selfsame spot can easily claim top ranking amongst the most starkly spellbindingly beautiful locations that i know of.  Bolivia is one of those magical countries... small in size.. that still has a staggering variety of climates and terrain.  From deep amazonian jungle, to high snowy sierra, to one of the driest deserts on earth. 

Today though I spent mostly worried.  Worried about being a 7-days round-trip from even the smallest auto shop.  Worried about whether or not my 70-liter spare tank would be enough to make it all the way to the next petrol stop in Chile.  Worried about my suspension, and the constant torture i've been putting it through.  Worried about whether I suffered a concussion the other night getting whacked on the head when extracting Jesse from that unholiest of holes.  Worried about whether i was going to be able to find my way, when so often the road around here is uncertain, and solely driving by GPS coordinates 150km apart can be a truly unnerving and somewhat perilous experience.  Worried that i was a fool to be alone out here.  Worried that i had enough water and supplies to last me in the unfortunate case that i was stranded for a while.  Worried about the slightest sound from the scout, especially the most unsettling of noises -- like rear wheel bearing clicks and pops -- that might be an early indication of the near unfixable.  Worried about a bazillion things, but still in charmed and dazzled awe at the incredible landscape and brilliant blue sky and yellow sun.

Worried, but yet... not too worried.  After all, what can beat the one-two punch of the GPS and the sat phone, and the uniquely american ability to call in the Bolivian equivalent of a full-fledged air support team in the space of a half-an-hour?  It's amazing how much probably unwarranted confidence i've gotten from these two devices.  Here's to hoping I don't regret it.

And of course, then there is the constant caravan of landcruisers parading through here with gringos plastered to the windows as the drivers rocket by.  While I'm glad to have their company, and often tag along behind them to catch which zig to zag on, and which fork to fork on, I do truly feel sorry for these poor guys.  At the occasional stop that we share, my fellow turistas stare longingly at the Scout and lament the fact that they are allotted only a couple stops every day and have to snap the majority of their pictures blind out the window while they jounce relentlessly across the dirt.  

It's cold here.  Warm with strong burning sun in the daytime, but below freezing at night.  I have no antifreeze in my water, and must get up several times in the middle of the night and bring Jesse to a reluctant start out of her much needed slumber, to ensure that her radiator and hoses do not freeze like the water in my water bottle does every morning.  Cold and dusty.  The fine dust of the altiplano here coats everything.  I have given up trying to shake things out or blow things off, and instead have kind of resigned myself to a Pig-Pen like state of dusty dirty permanence.  I can only imagine what folks think as i roar by, usually passing folks after a while to get out of their dust trails, my V-8 gasoline powered engine much stronger than the landy diesels, trance music thumping out of the open cockpit, california plates in the back.  Ahh... occasionally it is truly a glorious thing to be an american.

Did ya know there are flamingos up here?  I kid you not.